12/29/03
Well this is my first post so it wont be very interesting. I just want to tell you that im anything but fake and whatever i write in here i would write in my own private diary.

im not really an outgoing person and i tend to keep things to myself so it might be a little hard for me to write on here but i'll get used to it.

im not sure how to start talking about things so ill just jump right in. im having a little trouble getting over my ex-bf ive known him for 4 years and no matter what he just lingers in the back of my mind and wont go away. whats reallysaid is that we havent dated in almost 2 years but i see him everyday which is hard. i know that i don't want to date him again but i just cant forget about him.

on the other hand i really like this guy who doesn't even know i exist. even if he did he wouldnt like me back. i dunno i guess im jusst lonely. i don't reeally have many friends so i guess i just want attention.

well thats enough this time its like 1:30 in the morning and im sleepy.

thanks for caring! bye.